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THERE IS A DIFFERENCE IN BEING THICK AND FAT. I--AM--FAT!!

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THICK: LISA RAYE AND TRINA

FAT: MO`NIQUE, THE OLD NANETTE LEE, THE OLD KELLY PRICE, AND THE OLD STAR JONES. CATCH MY DRIFT!!

SO MO`NIQUE CAME UP WIT THIS:

MISS F.A.T
(Fabulous And Thick)



SKINNY BYTCHES ARE EVIL!!!




SIGN THE GUESTBOOK!

FIRST, LET ME START BY SAYING...THOUGH I APPRECIATE ALL THE NOTES...I AM NOT LOOKING FOR SEX OR ROMANTIC INTEREST..AND NO, I DO NOT TRADE OR SEND NUDE PICS..! WHY THE HALF NAKED PICS YOU ASK?......IT'S BECAUSE I CAN ONLY BE ME....So, I need you to understand me, to embrace my imperfection and see my flaws!!! I need you not to harp on what is less than satisfactory about me, but praise what is emaculate about me... You see, in my 25 years of life, I have finally decided to accept me! I have always HATED everything that defined me as a black woman. I grew up in my own world of hurt and insecurity! I hated BEING RACHELLE....I HATED THE SKIN I WAS IN!! Nothing was good, My skin too DARK, my hair TOO Nappy, my eyes not light enough, my waist not small enough, my hips not thin enough! I've EXISTED on a path of DESTRUCTION over the years, looking for ACCEPTANCE AND LOVE, in all the wrong places....I looked for it in a FATHER who didn't want me, boyfriends who were abusive. I even considered SUICIDE at time or 2...nevertheless, GOD saw fit to keep me so that I could learn to LIVE life and not just struggle to SURVIVE in my pity and self-doubt! I was always covered...covered COMPLETELY(not in cloth) but... by a shield that made me come across as confrontational, bossy, arrogant, and inconsiderate.... the truth is, Nothing could be further from the truth!!! It was and often times is... MY SECURITY!! So when people ask, WHY THE PHOTOS OF ME HALF DRESSED..... it's because I refuse to HIDE myself EVER again...I am me and I will love Everything about me, from scars on my body to the soles of my size 10.5w feet....I need to LOVE what I see!! From the dark shade of my skin to the 315 pounds that the scale reads...IT's ME in all my GLORIOUS BEAUTY!!! Every imperfection is a TESTIMONY and makes me FABULOUS: From the scar under my lip, to the scar on my left leg, which came at the hands of my baby daddy, to the stretch marks from weight loss and weight gain and having two beautiful daughters, to the dimples in my %#&@$! from it being to damn big, I will not be ashamed! Nothing about me is coincidence...I was created this way for a reason!!!If I was 110 pounds and in a bikini, no one would critize....So my question then becomes, why can't I like what I see and share it??The answer to that question is....I CAN!! As every woman should feel, I DO IT CAUSE I CAN, AND NOBODY... AND I DO MEAN NOBODY DOES IT QUITE LIKE ME!! I wish for every young woman who reads this LOVE...an eternal, EVERLASTING love for yourself, I wish for each and everyone of you to LEARN from my mistakes....DON'T ACCEPT LESS THAN WHAT YOU DESERVE and KNOW THAT YOU DESERVE REAL LOVE!!! And know that there is noone better than you! For ALL OF US THAT LOOK FOR ACCEPTANCE FROM THE OUTSIDE WORLD....KNOW THAT IF YOU ACCEPT YOURSELF, EVERYONE ELSE HAS NO CHOICE BUT TO FALL IN LINE!! Even with all this being said, I know that I am NOW and FOREVER a "work in progress"! Trust I still have not grown strong enough to wear my natural hair and often I still have on contacts, but I have learned that I CAN ONLY BE ME AND THAT'S THE ONE THING THAT I AM CAPABLE OF DOING BEST!!! THERE IS NO MORE ROOM HERE FOR ANYTHING MORE THAN PEACE, SERENITY AND POSITIVITY...IT WAS NOT INTENDED FOR YOU TO LIVE IN CHAOS, CONFUSION, PITY AND SELF-DOUBT....BE BLESSED, I AM!!!








When you look at my breast, Does my size matter?
When you touch me, Does my size matter?
When our lips touch, Does my size matter?
When I touch you, Does my size matter?

When I caress you, Does my size matter?
When I make your man hood grow, Does my size matter?
When I make you drip from the way I lick my lips, Does my size matter?
When you think about me in your dreams, Does my size matter?

When you making me %#&@$!, Does size matter? Oh wait a minute...It does.






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R.I.P-my lil one

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