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IT'S BEEN A FEW MONTHS SINCE I UPDATED MY PAGE. I AM STILL PURSUING MY AMBITIONS AND DREAMS AND WORKING ON MY PERSONAL GROWTH AS AN INDIVIDUAL AND YOUNG ADULT. AS FAR AS RELATIONSHIPS ARE CONCERNED, I AM NOT AT ALL INTERESTED IN FINDING ANYONE ON BP... I'M NOT ON HERE SOUL SEARCHING OR ANYTHING...I'M COMPLETELY HAPPY WITH MY CURRENT SITUATION...SO PLEASE RESPECT MY WISH TO KEEP A LEVEL OF PRIVACY ON HERE...
I DON'T GIVE OUT MY NAME, YAHOO, OR CELL NUMBER...SO DON'T WASTE YOUR TIME ASKING...I'M JUST HERE FOR GOOD CONVERSATION..THANKS!
I REPEAT!!!!......I DON'T GIVE OUT MY NAME, YAHOO, OR CELL NUMBER...SO DON'T WASTE YOUR TIME ASKING...
WARNING TO ALL MEN>>>>>
I WOULD REALLY APPRECIATE IT IF YOU MEN WOULD STOP WITH THE CRAZY NOTES!! THERE IS A REASON I'M NOT RESPONDING... STOP COMING AT ME SIDEWAYS...I DON'T DO THE BS AND NONESENSE.... SO UNLESS YOU HAVE SOMETHING INTERESTING TO SAY...JUST KEEP THAT TO YOURSELF!!!
TAKE YOUR TIME TO CHECK MY PAGE OUT..I'M TRYING TO GET SOME OF MY POETRY AND OTHER WRITTEN WORK ON HERE SOON..I HOPE YOU ALL FIND IT ARTISTIC AND INSPIRING...ENJOY!!!!
Perfect Love
Your love is perfect...
This I would know...
Your love is perfect...
Deep down in my soul...
Although..when times are hard...
Your love.. it, comforts me..
Through day and night...
This is one thing I know...
It has been chasing me so...
That perfect love...
It comes from up above..
The Betrayel
killing me softly
softly on the inside
quietly but slowly
watching the decay
surrounded by the dead
nearly dead from within
walking zombies we are
treading the same path
all the lies and deceit
chipping away at the soul
soul of mankind
chip chip chip
the scars and bruises
black and blue
from repeated abuses
an unsung pain
why did you have to lie
why did the lies come
come so easily
easily from your lips
you repeated these lies
these lies to your friends
they soon became truths
now you can't go back
you created a monster
a monster that didn't exist
until you breathed life
life into this beast
I am that beast
a beast you created
watch your back
yes you the creator
there is one answer
answer to the problem
death must come
and quickly too
not slowly like before
but still so softly
breaking away at the core
dead, yes dead
decay and rot and more decay
til all is lost
yes, all is dead
The Gift of Words
It is the gift of words, it's music to my ears.
The way you speak these words, yes music to my ears.
"I miss you, I love you, you're amazing, wonderful, motivated, beautiful,and inspiring".
These words come from a friend who has always had the best intentions, aspirations, and dreams for a life.
This life we now build together, no matter the obstacles that await us.
It is strange to think that once we were just friends, speaking words of encouragement to each other to make it in this world.
But now we are lovers, searching out a place to begin a new world.
You knew yourself; speaking it into existence and began to water the self to make ready for the day you would offer your words as a lover and friend.
You nurtured our friendship as it thrived and grew taking on more branches.
You whispered sweet words that aroused my very senses.
Hot hot words in the dark hours of the night.
Tangy words that pass from your tongue to my mouth.
Words that implore me to trust you.
The very motion your mouth makes from my head to the rest of my body.
"Relax, trust me, have no fear, I love you"
These words assure me that nothing will ever be done to harm me.
As my friend you have my back, through thick and then its always been like that.
Now these words, at first so unfamiliar have begun to set in.
I must admit I like to hear these words, that are reduced to sounds, as I put my words from my mouth to action against your spine.
Our words have become one as we journeyed through time.
Making our words fit each place and time.
I can only begin to imagine what the future holds for our words.
I am ready to plunge into the deep end with you and your words at my side.
You have given me the gift of words.
Crazy Thoughts
Thinking, thinking, thinking, thoughts
rushing to my head
where did i go wrong
how was i mislead
again, it keeps happening again
where were You in all of this
oh yes, i remember
i practically ignored Your address
You gave me fair warning
warning that i did not heed
now im back in the same place
hurt, alone, about to bleed
You said it would be ok
and that You would work out Your will
but i got in the way of that
rushing full speed ahead
so You stopped me in my tracks
slow down, chill, be cool
I will work out my master plan You said
just let Me do what I gotta do
all your dreams and aspirations
just at fingertip reach
next time you feel in control
dont forget I am your helping hand
Im only one call away
one knock at the door is all it takes
dont be so quick to do it on your own
little do you know you've never been alone
you bawl and bluff and blunder
you put up a good fight
but boxing with the flesh
is like boxing in the dark
I never intended for you to be alone
I hate seeing my children despair
dont lose heart on my account
I have always been in control
place your burdens on My shoulder
relax, in the calm of My resting place
take your time and consult Me over
remember there is nothing sweeter than Grace
It's in Her Eyes
pick up the phone
why must you try my patience
it's wearing thin
all the time spent
actually wasted
my feelings and emotions
too much have i invested
i call, you dont reply
where is my life headed
stop the torture
i wish the hurt would end
let it end with you
yes i said you
stop leading me on
to think that im your only
i can see it in her eyes
those eyes always watching
you and me when were out
that same girl is always about
at first i thought it coincedence
but life isnt that ironic
Im a strong and focused person, who is doing something with her life. I do not have time for fake, deceitful, and triflin' people. I have too much to accomplish while I'm here and I don't need people holdin' me back. So if you ARE about drama and you are NOT about leading an uplifting life, don't even talk to me.
Save me from the ribbons slashing my soul
Watching, waiting, wanting, anticipating
Beauty is the only story Ive ever told
Why can't they see past my eyes staring
They are staring into the deep black hole
It is filled with emptiness and anguish
Why can't they just leave me alone
Love me like it was the first time
"This country made giant mistakes and failed to protect its people"
- AARON MCGRUDER
You're like a drug...I'm addicted to you
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