w33dfeind Is anyone secure enough to trust anymore? - December 06, 2011 add/view comments (0)

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Before reading this page, be advised that there will be no lies, tricks, games, or misleading information given or accepted here.  I would like to be told what your intentions are if you are looking to have any sort of relationship with me, frienship or lover. We both should be given the circumstances and the choice to decide if it is what we both really want.

THIS PAGE & BLOGS ARE FULL OF POEMS BY DERRICK CARTER

Only Ask I only ask that you tell me about you, What you do is not mines, but is yours to decide.

I can only ask truth, to be spoken by your voice, Sweet nothings are just that, this I know for a fact.

I move emotions when necessary and love when its given...Life and love; read some and write some.
 

URGES
I believe It was in a somewhat magnetic pull,
Towards you and those eyes,
as crystal and green as the florida tides.
A feeling not easily descrbed by words,
but see the one you need and you'll know.
I was drawn to the baby fat around your navel,
imagining soft kisses there,
But more concerned with learning your name,
intrigued by the way your lips danced like low flames;
and said Mary
In a soft wet southern tone.
If I could compare it to anything,
like a crack fiend to his habbit,
Drawn uncontrolably towards you,
with a desire for you,
and a need also.
But even worse a desire to need you,
and in reverse.
Sick for one dance,
just to hold you and feel the touch,
as if heaven could touch you...
Or can it?

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LOOKING
If the eyes are the window to the soul Im captivated, looks seem overrated but the eyes when they`re sedated,
She strikes me like the lightning blinded by her beauty, a lost cause, so the boss pause, still he gone ride with the cutie.
This that ghetto love, that ya mama dont like, and ya daddy lost fights and sleep on some nights...the sacrifice too steep and deep, fo this love at the ends of the earth we gone meet.
If its two faced, you can keep that, she a true queen, then I need that, so take heed black, vuck the feed back, show the man ya soul, he`ll be back...cause he need that...
Indeed that, be the reason season laced ya boy, tease him breathe him, and when in need please him, the feelin is extacy, so you can trust that and believe him.


UNTITLED
When I breathe deep... I can smell you in the air still,
Been a long time, still a strong bind, I can't shake the way the heart feel.
You can say its real, but you choose to lose,
too loose to be held down, you make moves with fools,
Guess its all in my head now, the life you get let down,
so many times, pick it up, dog hold ya head now.
She whisper, but you aint listenin' picturin' Miss. you missin,
yo'self you lynchin', clinchin' to wishin,
Get off yo @ss and get it.

MissPLACED HATE   
When the light fades, and the dark creeps,the the life turn tables on the fam and a cheek,
to the other side, when he bustin right, at the monster you learned bout on his tv.
Its a black thang, why they hate a g, learned to hold his own in a concrete suite,
or a shack where the crack and a crack on the cracks, in the side walk back to that bull shlt black.
I got homies grandmas grippin they purse, and I feed they fam from the Dub till the 1st...
Im on some helpin my peoples eat, you on some peep it the beast on streets.
In the night, we'll look at our own and get noid,
stone face when I speak guess the dramas ya boy,
Anticipated, named, and crawled out the black queen,
Cold shoulders and hate what she patiently saved for me.


MISS-LEADING

I was giving myself a last chance, one to help heal my heart and move into bliss, When I found that my love was still a desire of yours. How foolish that leads me to feel, after finding out the sexual desires, on your part were far more important. Me seeing the long term, knowing what you say you want, a life forever with me as one, could not be until I repaired my heart which is now damaged. The help I need and the closeness I need to feel, is only needed to feel connected enough emotionally to you to desire making love because for the longest, I have been and felt alone so much that having a love and losing it would hurt worse than not having love, which I already feel. You were too blind to see that you were moving too fast, to be planning a future that last forever anyway. I have been disappointed with love for the last time, or at least until I find someone who knows what love is, cause Im pretty sure now that love is the one thing you dont understand.

WHO THOUGHT
Who would have thought that in a smoke-filled section called westport,
twisted macks and loose freaks move about like regulars,
while the meek and adventure seeking home bodies stare;
in a bit of amazement.
Is this the part of life I've been missing?
or should I be here at all, and...
"What you drinkin on Ma' " the GQ said like he knows you.
"I'm good" with a look that would make daddy proud,
and back to checkin out the dry hump fest called clubbin in action.
Dude is on some take you home shlt, and so is she,
so you wonder if its even safe here for a timid soul like yourself.
No sooner than you try to hit the door you found Jane,
your best friend, the good girl, on top of the table lettin loose.
Reality seems a bit strange at this point, but better her than you.
You think its better to leave, talk to her in the morning,
and think about late nights when David didnt make it home,
cause after seeing what the night holds who knows.
But who would have thought you would see Dave....
throwing dollars at Janes table dance and kissing her nipples.


THE PICTURE
They say pictures says a thousand words,
but a life is a portriate, I guess live is the verb.
aint no action though, in my life right now,
cause me an my lady have settled it down,
To a place that I work for, go under the skirt for,
keep breakfast and dinner in,
bread winner and much more.
I heard talk of me, on the side of town,
where the boys have no fathers and the women puttem down,
you got taught by example,
we got taught by a sample,
dont hate tell us what you've been missin around you.
In the geto we get one parent, and the state say its mama,
unless papa got a good job and home,
and without mamas help, its 3 times harder.
role models for the girl,
just passin through taught the son,
show love show the way for your boys to be men,
mama its on you if the Pops cant come in.