yel104 going to sleep now - October 14, 2011 add/view comments (0)

just a train of thought:

At times I think I am inhumane. When I look at my emotions and the way they sway my thoughts and influence my actions. Deceit, ill will, hurt, these are things that I readily inflict upon whoever when I am swayed by emotions. So lets give this some thought, is it my emotions that are inhumane since they seem to be the source of my inhumanities or is it me? Since these... (continue reading)

Just a train of thought:

 Heartbreak and unrealistic expectations ??? Or bitterness and vengeful intent??? Whats the reason for this condition? The condition in the form of a question is: why don’t I still talk to my ex’s?... Is it because it’s some sort of taboo to have a relationship, without the intimacy once intimacy has been a routine of daily life… or is it the reside form the turmoil of the lies... (continue reading)

just a train of thought:

I remember when i used to settle for being content, and the comfort of routine became the solar eclipse to the light of my realizations.. as the eclipse of time slowly shifted i began to feel something missing, missing in the sense that during the duration of saturation and exploration of our minds, bodies and emotioins for years... i saw that we were growing apart. and the void that can only be filled with true happiness became a splinter in my... (continue reading)