dimn's Blog

Ya see, all i want from love is, just that- love.... I want a love in whom if he were to die before me, I'd die shortly thereafter because I wouldnt be able to live with out his- love.... I want a man that would pray for me when I got too much goin on to pray for myself, that kind of love...

I want to be able to lay down with him without fear someone else has been there just before me, love... ya know the kind that treats my daughter better than I do type of love.... someone who will teach me to be more intiment with myself than Ive ever been type love....

That man who thinks of me as his Diamond even in rough times kind of love... one who loves every curve on my body as if he were the key to my atlas, type love.... i mean one who doesnt play games with my heart because he's been there type of love.... he has to be open-minded because my people can be a trip, but he'll do it for love....

A man to make me feel secure and safe and wanted and well, loved type love.... i mean is that too much to ask for from love?... I think not, because GOD promised me a soulmate thats just that type of love...until then... GOD BLESS!

I CAN SEE THE SUN THRU THE RAIN....

I was inspired to write this due to a young lady who seems to have it all going for her. She could be a model-she has the height, the look, the brains, i mean if you saw her pics, you'd probably think so too. But her life will tell you another story. There are many dark clouds that are hovering over her right now.

Sometimes in life, you learn that people are put there for reasons far beyond our imagination. I for one think I know her, to not become her best friend, but to pray for her.... her soul for starters, her emotional well-being, her strength during difficulties, her heart when it needs mending.

Life can become anything you dream, anything you reach for, anything your heart desires... but what if we can no longer dream? have no one to reach out to? or even forget what our hearts desires were??? There is but one other source I can think of, that will never let us down...and thats JESUS CHRIST. A lot of people arent even sure how to come to him. Its really simple, when youre honest and whole hearted, just talk to him as if youre talking to someone you're close to. Ive found out that some of the, in my opinion, most ridiculous questions, he answered for me.

I would like for anyone who reads this to know that, no matter what youre going thru, GOD can see you thru and there really can be sun thru the rain.. I mean, everyone has been thru something in life..or we'd be dead because that's life in general-situations. I could tell you just one scenario of my life and it would blow you away-trust me, tried to lay it on a few folk, they couldnt handle it... but thats not why im writing this... its because i know there are good days and bad days... and i choose to dwell on the good now. Even now Im going thru a personal situation that seemed overwhelming... but somehow GOD managed to slip in a "I HAVENT FORGOTTEN ABOUT YOU DAUGHTER" to confirm some things that he has already promised me.... I love how he does that.

Another thing I was thinkin about was, you know how you think youve got it bad? Well, someone else on Earth has it worse than you! It may not seem like it, may not feel like it, but its true! Its our jobs to be on our knees praying for folk. For one another... for our enemy. Standing in the gap-you may not have known that you could do that for someone. Sometime, when you have a real relationship with GOD, he'll have you praying for folk you dont even know, never saw before, never will come across. But thats how wonderful he is, he could even do that for you! He mightve already done it, thats why I thank him every chance I get! You never know who, from what country is praying for you. They may have lost their lives praying to GOD for me, just to be obedient-after all obedience is better than a sacrifice the BIBLE says... can I at least be thankful for that? Sure I will! Every chance I get....

MANY TIMES WE LOOK AT WHAT WE DONT HAVE AND FAIL TO LOOK AT WHAT WE DO HAVE...
LOVE LIFE AND ITS MANY TWISTS AND TURNS...JUST REMEMBER-

YOURE THE DRIVER!!!