msjess07's Blog

Why when i was single you was happy for me. Never seen the signs that you was feeling me. But for some reason you never spoke up about your feeling for me. If you did maybe i would have different turn out. But its too late you waited to the last minute to tell me that you was feeling me. Now that im happy with another man you want to let our friendship end cause i did not choice you anit that some bullshit for your ass. So i lose a firend cause i got a man thats shit is carzy. But when i was single you was always there for my ass, and happy i did not have man. why cant you be happy now? only reason i had you in my life cause i thought you was a good man and firend. I dont want our firend to end cause im happy with the choice i made damn.

When I was dating a dude named Steven I thought I had Gold.Then I realized what somebody told a while back. Some people are only souposed to with you a season and others a life time. Steven was only soposed to been with me for the year. I went to MCTI so i would not feel alone. But now im back in Muskegon. I dont need him. But I need to stay on my studies and being with Steven would have just got in the way.

I JUST WANTED TO LET EVERBODY KNOW FROM THE AGE OF 21 TO THE AGE OF 18 IM AM PROUD OF US FOR GOING OUT THERE AND VOTING BECAUSE THEY THOUGHT THAT WE WAS NOT GOING TOO. SO I SAY THEY JUST SOME HATERS AND WE DID WHAT WE HAD TO DO. WE GOT PREZ THAT LOOKS JUST LIKE US AND I THANK GOD FOR IT. SO ONE MORE TIME THANK YOU MY PEERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I know everybody has taking blows to the heart before. I just to another blow to the heart. I tell you it hurts like hell. One minute you the happiest couple on the earth then all of a sudden you dont see that person much as offen then phone calls stop coming in. you stop hearing the words "i love you". Then you on the phone with this chick that says she is your man new woman anit that a bitch. Then you see a side of a person you thought you knew telling you that you anit speical and this person so much better then you. It hurts like hell but you man up or woman it and you charge to the game. You let your heart heal and you move on to the next thing into your life.

PLease wear black on Thursday September 20th cause Stuff like this need to change and if you dont know what im talking about please log on to www.lovelustandlies.com and read about the Jena 6