BigRed10035's Blog

Some say beauty is a curse...Why? Do we define love & happy by what make our eye happy. Why is it so hard 2 find one good man 4 me... Like he was made just for me & only me?!! Maybe I'm 2 honest or I show 2 much (how do U hide your curves when u are a big girl??l) Or maybe I don't talk enough or maybe I don't nag enough or I care 2 hard... I want to find happiness... How come woman needs love & men some time want love it?? What is the 80/20 deal?? If a man/woman knows they have 80% in there partner. Why? Get 20% out of Eye Candy that is make 4 the moment.

I think about you a lot still. Even thought I know I should be over you by now. My heart still arch for you sometime, it feels like every Love songs on the radio is talking about you or us!! Then I start to think about all our happy moment and then I start to cry. I try to be strong and not let all the pain and hurt I have in my heart. Sometime it is so damn hard. Sometime my heart and mind are not on the same level. I know its better this way he can't keep treating me this way and having me living on the edge. Then my heart says I don't care what he does along as we are together. I sick of wish to have you back.

Why do we alway want the persons that's not right for us. Sometime if we know there not right. Then why do we deal with or even stand for it that matter. When there are so, many other people out here to meet. I guess the ol d saying goes "WE ALWAYS WANT WHAT NOT GOOD FOR US." When do we start wanting the person that right for us.Is it challenge that we Love. If we think that we can change that other person. Into what we want, then do we really want them??

There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you; let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone! When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody who left. The Bible said that, they came out from us that it might be made manifest that they were not for us. For had they been of us, no doubt they would have continued with us. [1 John 2:19] People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over; and you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead. You've got to know when it's over... Let me tell you something. I've got the gift of good-bye. It's the tenth spiritual gift, I believe in good-bye. It's not that I'm hateful, it's that I'm faithful, and I know whatever God means for me to have He'll give it to me. And if it takes too much sweat I don't need it. Stop begging people to stay! Let them go!!! If you are holding on to something that doesn't belong to you and was never intended for your life, then you need to........LET IT GO!!! If you are holding on to past hurts and pains..... LET IT GO!!! If someone can't treat you right, love you back, and see your worth.....LET IT GO!!! If someone has angered you.......LET IT GO!!! If you are holding on to some thoughts of evil and revenge......LET IT GO!!! If you are involved in a wrong relationship or addiction.....LET IT GO!!! If you are holding on to a job that no longer meets your needs or talents........LET IT GO!!! If you have a bad attitude.........LET IT GO!!! If you keep judging others to make yourself feel better...... LET IT GO!!! If you're stuck in the past and God is trying to take you to a new level in Him......LET IT GO!!! If you are struggling with the healing of a broken relationship.......LET IT GO!!! If you keep trying to help someone who won't even try to help themselves.....LET IT GO!!! If you're feeling depressed and stressed.........LET IT GO!!! If there is a particular situation that you are so used to handling yourself and God is saying "take your hands off of it," then you need to......LET IT GO!!! Let the past be the past. Forget the former things. GOD is doing a new thing for 2008!!! LET IT GO!!! Get Right or Get Left. Think about it, and then...... LET IT GO!!! "The Battle is the Lord's!" During the next 60 seconds, Stop whatever you are doing, and take this opportunity. (Literally it is only ONE minute!) All you have to do is the following: You simply say "The Lords Prayer" for the person who sent/gave you this message: The Lords Prayer Our Father, who are in Heaven, Hallowed be Thy Name, Thy Kingdom Come, Thy Will be done, on Earth as it is in Heaven. Give us this day, our daily bread and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us. And lead us not into temptation but deliver us from evil. For Thine is the Kingdom, and the Power, and the Glory forever. Amen.