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down the barrel I stared

as tempers flared

and i realized my life was slippin away

nothing i could do or say

could change the situation

and as i looked for a way out

there was none

threatened by the guns

i gave what i had to give

just hoping they would let me live

yet...they were unsatisfied

as i walked terrified

approaching my death

gasping for breath

my life didnt flash

but everything was happening so fast

i thought about my kids

i thought about my nine

i thought about what i should have done

before that walked up from behind

i pleaded for my life

but it fell on deaf ears

as i wanted to end this

this greatest of fears

it was just God and me that night

no way i could fight

and then something saved me

i forgot about the brave me

and started to run

i could hear the sound of the guns

as bullets flew passed

terrified with each blast

i tripped

i fell

then got back on my feet

i scaled a wall

and ran out into the street

still no one would help me

they just drove by

my adrenaline was pumpin

so i kept runnin

i finally got a way

i finally escape

but after that

i dont think i will ever feel safe

Fantasy #46

Sensual conversations
Mental stimulations
Anticipations...
By the time you get home
I will be waitin'
Playing it out in my mind
You 'n' me
Tangled 'n' twisted
In a slow grind
Different posi tions
Lost inhibitions
Interests peaked
Secrets leaked
Aroused by the words we speak
Distracted by visions
Of you 'n' me
Me in you...

I can hear your keys
As you turn the lock
You walk in
Then I tell you to
"Stop,
Turn around"
Licking my lips
Looking you up and down
Undressing you with my eyes
Examining your lows
And your highs
Picturing myself
In between your thighs

Put your hands against the wall
Assume the posi tion
Spread your legs
Let me check you for weapons
Standing behind you
Feeling my breath against your neck
Exploring your body
I can tell you're getting wet
Lifting your skirt
So I can see your azz
Sliding my hand in your panties
As my tongue glides past
I wanna taste you
So arch your back
Open your legs
So I can lick your cat
Your wetness mixed with mine
On the tip of my tongue
Wonder how many licks
Before I make you...

Grabbing your azz
Pulling you deeper into my face
Making love to your puzzy
With my mouth
Tickling your secret place
Your clit revealed
As your love spilled
Drenching my chin
As I pleased you within
Your walls tighten
As I give you something extra
Sliding in my fingers
For added pleasure
Massaging your clit
Grabbing your breasts
Unbuttoned your top
Phuck it
Just rip off the rest
Nipples exposed
To my prying hands
My tongue against your neck
Exploring you foreign lands
Turning you around
As I continue to go down
Putting your legs on my shoulders
I lift you against the wall
Standing with your puzzy in my face
So I can eat it all
Licking your lips
And sucking your clit
Gripping my head
Saying
Oooo Baby, that's it...
You let go again
Your juices drip on my chest
Slowly letting you down
Giving your clit a rest


Down on your knees
To give your mouth a tease
Inches against your lips
As I taunt you with the tip
Your mouth is wet
But I'm not ready
For you taste me yet
Your mouth begs
Put first open your legs
I want you to play with your clit
While you try to swallow this dick
Inch by inch
I disappear
Massaged by your throat
My orgasm is near
I warn you
I'm about to c u m
But this excites you
In fact you start to hum
Your vibrations
Lead to my ejaculation
Then...
You swallow
Now that's a tough act to follow
Now up against the wall...
Grabbing you from behind
Pressing against your azz
Beginning a slow grind
My fingers against your throat
Tracing your body with my fingertips
Your thighs are soaked
In the midst of your wetness
I slide right in
Receiving all your warmth
I got ya wide open
As my thrusts get a lil deeper
Your legs get a lil weaker
Succumbing to your addiction
Enjoying my sexual affliction
Touching and teasing
No rushing
Just pleasing...

On the floor
Laying on top of you
Giving you a lil' more
Teasing your nipples
With my tongue
Gently squeezing them
Between my fingers and thumb
Mixing pleasure and pain
Making you call out my name
With my softest touch
Taking you from gentle to ruff
Pulling your hair
Whispering obscenities in your ear
Covering your mouth
So the neighbors can't hear
Was that orgasm #3 or #4?
Hell who's keeping score
Besides I'm sure there will be more
As intimacy turns to ecstasy
With my mouth against your skin
And your back against the floor
Strokin'
Lickin'
Gropin'
Kissin'
Until you cant take anymore
But wait...
Let's get off the floor
You're too wild for the bed
But I can tame you
With the thoughts in my head
Bend you over the table
Pulling you by the hair
Entering your center
While your moans feel the air
When we finish over here
You can ride me in a chair...

Spinning you around
Lifting you off the ground
Sexing you in the air
Making my way to the chair
Taking a seat
So I can enter you deep
Sliding you down
On my measuring stick
Inch by inch
Of my pleasuring dick
Nipples hardening
Each time my tongue licks
Massaging your clit
Against my nakedness
Once again your candy rains
Excited by the sounds of your wetness
Squeezing you tighter
Then I release
Collapsing in your breasts
Waiting for the throbbing to cease

Still a lil dizzy
From my recent injection
Then you put your head in my lap
To restore my erection
Up and down
Growing between your lips
Filling your mouth
In and out it slips
The way your tongue dances
Not to mention
Your dirty glances
Got me in and out
Of trances
I know I just came
But you are about to make me c u m
Damn, baby
Do that again with ya tongue

Then you stop?
(wtf)
***whispering***
I want you on top
And I obliged
Can't wait to get inside
Your warmth is too much
Sensitive to your touch
Just a few more strokes
And that's all she wrote
Trying to hide my expressions
But your puzzy is too good
Wish I could be inside you all day
If you let me...I would
But right now
I just can't take it
Your puzzy is too tight
I just can't fake it
Holding my breath
No more will power left
I finally give in
To all the pleasure you were givin...
Explosions beyond my control
Right between your thighs
Feeling your contract around me
As you close your eyes
Then like that
Your love starts to flow
You were closer than I thought
And I didn't even know
This day was perfect
Don't know how it could be better
What better way to end this
Than us cumming together

Copyright 2007

Separated…
What I didn’t know
Would soon come to haunt me
What was once forgotten
Would somehow taunt me
It had been months since your touch
And honestly I didn’t miss you that much
I had moved on
With someone new
And through the grapevine
I heard the same about you
Things were different
Even though they weren’t great
But for the moment I was cool
I had accepted my fate
With a lil happiness here and there
I was still better off
Than having sadness everywhere
You really hurt me
I had had enough
Too much between us
Just too much stuff
Things went from good to bad
The arguments we had
Just glad it was over
Or at least so I thought
But little did I know
That a friend of my friend
Was a friend of your friend
And she played against both sides
Revealing secrets on both ends
At first I was irritated
And then I remembered…
We are separated

Lonely Heart...

i called but no one answered
this concerned me yet i continued
hoping a change of venue
would offer something new
and it did for a while
reminded of life as a child
as i tried to avoid the pain
and ignore the rain
yet the tears still fell
and the fears began to swell
i longed for something i could not attain
i reached out but emptiness remained
until i saw your smile
and walked toward you
the colors seemed brighter
and life felt anew
the strange part
i don't even know you
yet i feel like i do
too much to understand
too much to ignore
but what i have noticed is...
my lonely heart
is not lonely anymore

Armageddon slowly approaches
Yet my mind is occupied by thoughts of better days
Brighter skies
As I realize I am helpless to prevent the inevitable
Still I wait with hope
That destiny is not written in stone
And the flow of existence can moved
By the mere speaking of words from the Almighty
I refocus on the present because the future looks dim
As I try to find a flashlight for this darkness
I find myself searching for truth outside of religion
For the words that I read were tainted by the hands of Man
And I left wanting…waiting…hoping…
Was I misled and misfed
Or was the confusion organized to keep me in a state of miseducation
So that I would not question the authority of those that blind me
Therefore their actions and motives would go unchecked under the façade of Divinity
The tangled web was weaved
And through reinterpreted belief we were deceived
Not even sure anymore about what I believe
So I conceived the notion of thinking outside of the box they designed for me
And I looked for the presence of God in Me
I chose the path of Chaos over Order
And now I see clearly
That answers are still unknown
But at least the questions make sense

Armageddon is slowly approaching…

somewhere out there is a woman waiting for me to call her name
like a sweet melody she will answer
with voice brand new
yet some how familiar
i will know her yet we never met
her touch belongs against my skin
her kiss releases me
and the lost is finally found
her fingers intertwine with mine
as we dance to music only we can hear
her heartbeat matches mine
as i hold her close to me
welcomed by her warmth
strange places finally feel like home
as i am free to roam
in her secret places
she is my playground
she rewrites my past
with a future unknown
finding myself lost inside herself
she is still waiting...to love me

Anger vibrated against the words you chose
As tempers rose with each verbal blows
No one knows
No one cares
About the heart that was broken
When harsh words are spoken
The truth hurts
But so do lies
As we try to hide from our own eyes
The love we once shared
But who cared at the moment
Too late to take what was said
Because "us" was dead
As "we" bled from cuts of angry tongues
Against "our" flesh and bone
Until everything we had was gone

My eyes close as I walk through suicide doors
Trying to maintain balance on ever shifting floors
My head spins as the tequila sets in
The pain won't stop and more rain is in the forecast
Smiles attempt to mask true emotions
But teary eyes ruin the disguised
Naked
Exposed yet no one really knows
The truth inside me
So plain to see
But no one notices me
Cries for help fall on deaf ears
As they pretend not to hear
The expression of my fears
The frustration of my tears
That's when I realized the reality that I am alone