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Sometimes you get to the point where nothing matters.  Thats a good thing and a bad thing, nothing does matter outside of God and being who he would have us to be and do.  You can get to the point where love doesnt matter or being loved doesnt matter, money doesnt matter, nothings matters. 

I mean all things of the world will pass away anyway.  There is no marriage in heaven, so really why do we seek to marry?  All we have on the earth we cant take with us, and even those who have just about everything they could ever want arent truly happy, so happiness cant be truly found in the things we possess.  Even in regards to people.  Truly all we have is a living that is pleasing to the Lord building up our treasuers in heaven. 

I look at my life at times, and I see my need to manifest the fullness of the Lord from within me, and if I seek this, go after this, then all personal wants and needs go out the door, the window, however you want to put.  The manifestation of the Lord is so needed these days, we so much need to allow Christ to live out his life through us, how can we be so focused upon ourselves and our own wants and desires when so many are hurting, crying and in so much pain, and so many having trouble dealing with their problems in life and living.  See honestly thats my problem, I put the matters of others before mine, and then sometimes, there are those moments when I sit here alone and say bro, what do you have, what are your own concerns and issues, but its like at times, I cant focus on me, this person needs this or that, I cant tend to self, I just place self in his hands. 

Hopes, dreams, got them, but I cant really chase after them when so many are hurting.  A friend said unto me, you too need to rest, you too need to tend to self sometimes, I am still trying to learn this.  Ever feel like you dont have a life of your own, it not only belongs to the Lord, but others as well and sometimes you feel drained. 

I feel like I have to cut off everything, to sacrifice and begin this work, that is so badly in need to be done.  I just got this feeling like I got to let go, let go of all things, and begin, wow, I wish someone felt me, with time the feeling gets more intense.  Okay I gotta go.  The week has been too long, keep a brother and friend in prayer, sometimes we must stand in the fire!!!

 

Is it me or do many go thru this?  How many people on the internet have you met and you say to yourselves, yes, it may be worth my time to get to know them?  OMG, but Jesus I dont know about many, because there is different strokes for different folks, but Lord, sometimes being lonely is a mess, lol.  How many times have you had someone keep you company and you really wasnt into the person?  But some company was better than no company or so we think sometimes, lol.  Sometimes we be like OMG, why did I spend or waste this time, lol.  Like I said just chillin online, so dont take this too serious.

We all have our days, when my God why isnt someone special sitting next to me right now.  I got one of my playlist playing, and you know, I say I should have someone very special here, chilling, relaxing, just enjoying the music, maybe sipping on a little drink, candles, just chilling.  OH, well, lol. 

I got some much going on, you know it would be nice to look over and talk to someone and share your day.  Just talk, maybe share a laugh or cry, oh well, lol.

One of those days I guess I am having.  Busy, busy, busy.  Tired, trying to be patient with many things.  Trying to stay grounded.  Things I need to plan out, think about, but Jesus, something here and there just keeps popping up. 

Sometimes it does seem like love is just too far away, but hey, we must remember we have God's love, amen, but yes, let's keep it real, many times we say, Lord come on, just somebody nice to spend a little time with.  Someone who wont have their hands all over me, hey talk to me first, lol.   Yeah ladies men get that too sometimes, dang baby, put your hands back, lol.

Hey can I keep it real for a min?  Yep I get tired of seeing some of the sexy woman on these site, it just remind me of what I dont have right now beside me, and sexy depends on what ones taste is for real.   I know brothers that if you are not light skinned you cant get no where with them.  I got some brothers that like it big and sexy, always got a big cutie on their arm, or whatever, everyone has their taste.  I tell you what I hate, you meet nice or what seems to be someone nice and they miles away, like damn!  But then after you meet someone and spend some time with them, you can be like, omg, nope, we can be only friends, and some cant even be that, lol.  I tell many love is a gamble, but its less a risk, if we consult our God and Father in prayer.

Sorry having one of those nights I guess, yeah I have them too.  When I am done listening to my playlist, its of to bed alone saying where is my queen and how long shall it be before she lays beside me and I wake up next to the love of my life?  I look at this world sometimes and I hate being here, naw not going to lie, I cant stand life on earth sometimes.  There is a lack of Godly love here, even amongst those who call themselves Christians.  I dont care how much we say we love God and we love each other, many have conditions on love.

If you say or do that, I am done with you we say, but God doesnt turn his back on us, he doesnt forsake us, and if we look back on 30-40 years ago relationships that are still here today, they didnt throw in the towel, yeah times got tough, they got hard, maybe even some heartache, headaches and even broken hearts, but they stuck it out, and we go to their homes on the holidays and say we a family, because they didnt throw in the towel, well that can be said of some proudly, but not all right?  Maybe someone was unfaithful, but they got thru it.  Relationships today are a mess, women are as bad as the men, but I want to keep it real, but I cant really say too much, but I feel for many today in regards to their relationships because many have failed to go before the Lord to find out the truth on how they should be, so they live according to the ways of the world and many are hurt, disappointed and much more.

I must be honest, I am tired, and yes, like some or even many, I am about to give up or think about giving up my seach.  I mean, when you meet someone online and it begins to get serious, who is going to move?  Who can afford to move?  Who for whatever reason cant?  So after several weeks or months have gone by, what do you have?   Thats right, a good online friend, lol.  You have shared your heart, wants, dreams and desires, and you have chatted, texted, talked for weeks, and then what?  I love you, I am beginning to care for you, who is coming to whom?  Who can afford to, because of job, business, family, legal matters, etc lol.  Its crazy.  The ones in your town or city you say aint worth the time of day.  The one you think who may be able to steal your heart is miles alway.  Okay a visit.  You been single and alone, for days, weeks, months, and years, oh dont get no hotel or motel room, stop playing I know how our flesh is.  Out of town, a room alone, been lonely for months, you attracted to them too and they you, omg, Lord help me tonight, yeap you might as well tell the Lord to turn his head, lol.  Not all, but some, yep I keep it real, I know the flesh, I know how the spirits work on us.  Oh its no different than going to a family dinner and many there drink and smoke weed and you been without both for a few weeks or months, yep temptation knocking at the door, lol.

You all have to forgive me, but my struggles and battles help me to relate to others, and sometimes I be like girl dont tell me you like me, where is it going to go???  You coming to me?  Am I coming to you?  Who cant leave, Who cant afford to leave and go or come, whatever.

I am going to keep it real as ever tonight.  I have meet what seems to be some very wonderful women online.  It seems like every month or every other month, someone catches my attention, then again the question comes, who's moving???  Nobody, we only find out that if we lived next door we may get the time of day, meaning spending time to get to know one another. 

Sometimes dont you think, if you are interested in a person, how many others are interested and expressing it to that same person, keeping it real, yep I get it much, but what if anything will come of it?  Then its like peoples lives are so busy these days.  The ones you want to hear from you dont, the way you want for whatever reasons.  I dont know, maybe its just me, but how many find that the one you want to hear from you dont or not as much as you should or want, but the other is always saying hello, well not in all cases but some.  Maybe I need to go to bed, lol.

Yep I think I need to go to bed.  But its just life, the good and bad, amen, but all things will workout for us.  Well I guess my soul is just tired tonight, I will let this blog remain until friday morn maybe and then take it off.   Just tired tonight, and I guess wish I had someone to just relax with.  You ever get so tired, you be like Lord if you call for me tonight its all good, lol?  Our battles can be too intense at times.  Like the world just fell on your shoulders and you be like damn!  But God is good, he said cast our burdends and cares upon him, and after we do, we have to be patient, and thats even harder to do at times, but we have to confess Lord, I have a problem with being patient, amen.

Okay I am gone, get back to you all later, just a bad night, forgive me.

Because there is always an issue about a relationship or matters in a relationship I am going to speak on this again.  Well I have shared some things several times before, but I am really going to take my time.  What I present and share with you, I will need you to read for yourself in the Bible and think, meditate upon what has been shared, and seek revelation from God for understanding. 

For those of us who are truly into reading and studying the Word of God, and getting to the truth, many find out that surely the ways of the world, coming in the form of Traditions and Commendments of Men are many times not the same as God's.  I like to keep in mind Isaiah 5:20 for I have found many times that what we think is right or even told is right, just may not be right in the Eyes of God.  For example in the eyes of some its okay to be gay, but God says otherwise, yet in many places in the world it is being allowed and excepted, but no matter what we come to allow and accept the question is does God approve and has he spoken for or against?   Many things we learn, accept and live by contradict what is actually said and taught in the Bible, and there are some truths that some ministers will not reveal for fear of how they may look unto others, what will people say or think of them if they went against the norm.  Well I go by what the Bible says, and too many take one piece of scripture and run with it, those who read and study, know that sometimes to get the whole picture about something you may have to gather many scriptures in relation to the topic at hand.

Also with many doctrines comes many differences in beliefs.  Even though we are Christians by faith in Jesus Christ, still many dont believe and accept the same things.  Years ago I had taken this to the Lord and he told me this is because (1) not all are of me and for me, (2) many dont seek the truth for themselves trusting the Holy Spirit to be their own personal teacher and (3) many just take what they are told and run with it, seldom or never to pick up the Word of God for themselves to find what is the truth, what did God actually say and taking things a little further, many will come to know what the Bible said, but not seek to understand why it said or stated what it did.  I will give an example of this later. 

On this subject I will spend much time, so do bare with me.  A new year  is coming and I know many want to be in a meaningful, loving and caring relationship this coming year.  There are a few breaking up or about to break up, you may want to look at what is going wrong and maybe how to fix it, with God all things are possible, I will touch upon many things, and as I said, with anything I share, yes feel free and I encourage you to seek the Lord for revelation of truth and understanding.  Again I will try to take things slow.

Now I want to begin with the becoming "One Flesh".  Saints you do not become one flesh only in a wedding ceremony.  Listen and learn the Bible says in 1 Corinthians 6:16 that if a man sleeps with a harlot, the two become one flesh.  What this means to us is that anytime we sleep with a person, having sexual intercourse we become one flesh in the Eyes of God.  So with that think.  Think about the first person you had sexual intercourse with of your own free will.  Somebody has to break this down for you all, so you can see whats really going on, and what God truly sees.  You will find out that how God views things and the world views things are many times not the same.

Again, when you sleep with a person, you become one flesh with that person, this is partially or mainly why many have a hard time breaking up or leaving a person or asking them to leave.  Being one flesh with someone is like asking or wanting yourself, a piece of you to depart.  Like saying to your right arm get away from me, lol.  Yep yep I may destroy many lies we have come to accept as truth, and when I share something that you may find hard to believe, before you side against or even with me, go grab your study bible(s) and resources and even the internet or whatever you have access to and do your onw investigation, because I am about to expose some lies, half truths that many have accepted and that are causing people to experience much heartache and pain because they lack knowledge of the truth.  For many, I will be sharing what your own pastors would love to share with you, but wont or havent for whatever reason, but I am freelance, I dont work for nobody but the Lord himself, and if I by some chance share something that is not the truth, may all my readers agree that I should be chasten by the Lord for my error and spreading something that is not true based upon the Will and Word of God, amen.  I want you all to agree with this, if I say something, share something that is not the truth, may our God and Father remove the use of my hands and tongue, that I speak not or type not until I have been corrected. 

Now I am going to come hard, I will come bold, and many things will be hard to swollow, hard to believe, but again, it is the Word of God and not the word of men.  Its not God who has to change, its us!  And we must seek the truth always, always. 

Now let me share with you what was suppose to happen with the first person you slept with willingly. 

Exodus 22:16

And if a man entice a maid that is not betrothed, and lie with her, he shall surely endow her to be his wife. (KJV)

If a man seduces a virgin who is not pledged to be married and sleeps with her, he must pay the bride-price, and she shall be his wife.  (NIV)

If a man seduces a virgin who is not engaged to anyone and sleeps with her, he must pay the customary dowry and accept her as his wife. (NLT)

Suppose a man finds a woman who is not pledged to be married and has never had sexual relations with a man.  If he tricks her into having sexual relations with him, he must give her family payment to marry her, and she will become his wife.  (NCV)

Yep yep many and even most dropped the ball on this one, for I think its safe to say the first person we had sex with, we didnt marry or was even thinking about marrying.

Now what we see here is this.  When a man takes a virgin and sleeps with her he is suppose to make her is wife.  Is this being done today?  If not, then you see how we're not being obedient to the Will of God. 

Whenever a man sleeps with a woman he is suppose to before God take care of the woman as his wife, no matter his situation he has a duty before God to take care of her.  So truth is IF your man sleeps with another woman just as he has become one flesh with you, he has become one flesh with her, let the war begin, lol. 

Ladies sad and sorry to say, but this is why some men who have slept with other women feel they have a duty to still do for old girlfriends, lovers and wives.  They became one flesh, and this is why sometimes many of you still do for an ex(s), because that bond, that tie was established.  This goes even deeper, but I will share that later.  I want to stick with first things first, then things will branch off into other directions.

Again when a man sleeps with a virgin, they become one flesh before God, now what we call a wedding is nothing more than a ceremony in which the world is made to know of the union and bond that has taken place.  The Bible says by 2 or more witnesses let all things be established, I will find that scripture later, but many have read or heard it.  When two people have sexual intercourse God and Heaven become witness 1, when you have a wedding mankind and the world becomes witness 2.  Now what many do and have done or are doing is their having sex, so before God they are one flesh.  God would have the couple, the two that sleep together have a wedding so that what is known in heaven of the two is also known of them upon the earth.  When two have sex, in heaven it is recorded that the two have become one flesh, when you have the wedding you have papers here that will state the same as what is stated in heaven, that yes they are one.

Did you understand the above?

Let me destroy a lie right here.  Is is unlawful or wrong for a couple to live and sleep together?  Your answer is no, see because they have slept together before God, they are already recognized in his eyes as being one flesh, a couple, husband and wife, the only thing lacking is truly documents upon the earth stating that the union is so, but without the documents doesnt change the fact, and that being, they have slept together and are one flesh in the Eyes of God.  So stop telling couples they are living in sin.  If they are living together and having sex and taking care of their home, they are doing what God would have them to.  Oh and let me say this, there is no where in the Bible and if I am wrong you provide the Book and verse that says sex before a wedding or marriage is a sin?  I looked and didnt find it, so why are people living according to something passed down and not proven by the Word of God, here is one example of living by the Traditions and Commandments Of Men. 

Well I am going to let this be all for now.  I will read over this and see where to go next.

God bless you all, learn the truth saints, what did God say?

Oh and I know what some of you are thinking now, especially the single.  With this revelation.  Gents dont sleep with a woman unless you are ready to take on the duties of husband in the Eyes of and before God.  Ladies dont have sex unless you are willing to be that man's wife or as a wife unto him for life.  There is no just having causal sex with God, you, we create bonds, soul ties, become one flesh when we do have sex and then God will expect us to take upon ourselves the duties of husband and wife unto one another, too much to handle and accept for some right now?  Well its going to get deeper.  I am going to share all I know and understand about these things.

Before I go take a look at Deuteronomy 22:28-29.  I will touch upon this next.

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Well today I am going to take grandma to the doctor and come back and maybe look more into this supplier.  I got up looking at fine jewelry from my supplier, I still have more to check out.  They have so much to checkout, lol.

Anyway you ever have those times in your life when your spirit and soul feels thirsty for more of the Lord?  Well I have been feeling like this for a few weeks.  Things have been very busy for me since September, too busy if you ask me, too many things going on all at once.  Time to sit back, dive in the Word of God for awhile, listen to some gospel music and do some meditation, amen! 

Well my brothers and sisters, just keep me in prayer.  I have to really checkout this supplier for a min, but as I said, I really need to spend some time with our Father and Lord in the spirit, so I have to get there, find that quiet place, lately its like its been slipping away from me.  Its something when you see what you can be and where you are going, its just a matter of how you get there and how soon.  Too many things going on, too many distractions, but my dumb butt probably brought much to myself anyway right, lol.

Anyway you all have  a blessed day, remember you are forever loved by the Father and Son and hopefully other brothers and sisters in Christ.   I have something very important to share later, maybe today or in a day or two, I am going to spend some time with the Lord first.  What I will share is something my soul needs to share, you know gotta keep the peace within, lol.

God bless you all, you are all, the believers that is, Children of the Most High God and like children, yeah you gonna make mistakes and get yourself in trouble sometimes.  When I look at us with spiritual eyes, I see that yes, we, many are truly spiritual children in our Lord Jesus Christ.

Later

There was an interview with Obama I believe in Chicago, but no matter what its what he said that matters.  Listen saints, we better start gettting ourselves and our loved ones prepared to depart.  In the interview and from what I gathered you can read his comments in the Chicago Times or USA Today.  Anyway Obama said there has are many ways to get to heaven or he believes there is many ways to get to heaven, we as Christians know there is only one way to God and Heaven and thats through Jesus Christ.  When ask if he was going to heaven he responded who can be sure.  Now if anyone has time to confirm this please do.  I just heard it on tv, and I had to come share, so please if anyone can get confirmation on this interview.  I dont think he believes in hell either.

It was also reported that there is prayer meeting held I think each year in which some world leaders attend, if they dont attend they send a representative, report is not only didnt Obama show up, but he didnt send a representative for him or the United States.

When the Elections were taking place I knew Obama would win, but I also felt he wasnt right for those of the Christian Faith.  I heard some months ago he said some negative things about the Apostle Paul, come now saints, if you dont know what is going on in the world, stop it.  Obama is pushing for a peace agreement in the Middle East within 2-3 years, yep yep dont act you dont know, you know what this means.  He is also being heavily considered to help form the New World Government, he along with 5 others, which includes Tony Blair.  There is a site you can go checkout to learn whats going on,  I will try to remember what it is and post it.

There is a meeting of religious leaders from around the world to meet soon.  I believe to see about the forming of a one world religion, yep we in the last days, wake up!  Anyone who just watch Jack Van Impe heard and saw the same things I did.  So help me out here if you have seen the show and what was reported.

Oh and pray for me, gotta lot going on right now, some of you I have been meaning to contact here lately, but much is going on.  Another death in the family and a good friend of mine son was killed over the weekend and some very close friends lost an Aunt a few days ago as well.  Something is always going on is it not, but yet its just life on this crazy planet.

Oh I did get some good news, Divorce may finally been done by next month, OMG, to start the year off not still having to take care of that would be nice. 

Well saints, I just wanted to share what I had heard.  It has been a very long and busy day, and it looks to be very busy for the next two, Jesus, where is the escape door right, lol. 

Take care, God bless you all, remember to pray for yourselves along with for the church whole, remember who is perfect in his eyes?  We all are here and live by the Grace of God, the weak and strong, the fleshly, selfish and the spiritual, we all family.  Lets pray for each other and help each other to walk and live better before God and man, but according to God's Will and Word, amen.

See Ya

 

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When you get time please read my bulletin posted today 11-09-09.  Maybe we can help each other out, maybe, hopefully.  Tell your friends :)