ann37's Blog

Don't you get tired of brothers laying on so thick with conversation you can cut it with a knife, and don't you get tired of them always want to text instead of talking on the phone, don't you get tired of sex being the main subject instead of what is going on in life. Well we should get tired of the same old thing. What ever happen to lets talk and meet for dinner then go home lately they want you in their home in their bed and that is all folks. And becareful of the men that say they are hard working business men who got it going on next thing they want you to do is send money so they can get back in the states. Today is so new and different we almost have to have a resume to find a good person it is ashame what ever happen to the good old days when we just had fun and sex and all these other problems was far from our minds. Alot of us forgot about God and his goodness we only thought of our selves and what we want not what we need.To be sure if you have the right person try God and let him work it out in your life. At least you won't get tired of being so tired.

Now that you have had your fill of the alchol of your choice today you can't find your shoes or where you are. Sit down drink some coffee and eat some breakfast if you can hold it down. In this year we need to do better as fathers, we need to do better as mothers, we need to do better as brothers, we need to do better as sisters and we should do better as friends.We should spend more time hangover in life we are missing out on so much when we don't share what we are going through with each other. Let 2009 be your chance to shine bigger and better than before.So pick up your clothes and put on your shoes and stop doing the same thing everyday, everyway, every year. The time has come when we need to keep them guessing on what is new and positive.

I am the Alpha and baby brother is the Omega. We are your begining and the end. When we were in the hospital room we held hands and prayed for you and lifted you up to God. He called you home in the early morning hours with peace that you have longed for, for a long time. You were my girl, my mom and my best friend. Things won't be the same but i know your in the best of company sitting along side jesus and your able to sing and dance all over heaven. You have instilled in me what a woman is to be. I am your first child and i feel honored with that title. I up hold my self with beauty from the inside and out. I show the world the woman i am from the woman you were. I am special, unique and still stop to care about the things around me. My brother is the Omega her baby son he is a diamond in the ruff who still needs guidance but also is strong enough to hold his own.Our pray brought you to full circle with God we believe in peace for you and your soul so glad you found it with God. My heart shouts for joy knowing you are with him i know one day we will meet again but for now i have so much to do to make a difference to the world. You have changed so many lives and have given so much of yourself to so many people i want to do the same but more. It is so much work left to do mom and i know as your child i was just in training with everything you taught me i am ready but i need your help so while you are up their be my guide and show me where to go and who to help.I miss you mom and i love you always. 9:00am comes to quick now cause that was our time of the day to talk about everything and anything. But i know you know that is a time me and you shared and will have also in spirit. Be at peace mom and enjoy it to the fullest you earned your wings so fly. Heaven has a wonderful woman who has blessed the world with her gifts. Their is so much i can say and want to say but for now this is to say to the world who you were to me my mom, my friend and my queen.

When your heart is heavy take it to God in pray when you reach out to friends and no one is their take it to God in pray. When the world around you seem dark and full of despair take it to God in pray,I need you lord every sec,every min and every hour of the day. Life is getting to hard for me to bare. This is a confession of my soul. I smile in public but behind close doors i am crying so much i can't stop. My heart is to heavy lord sometimes i want to drink away my problems but i find if i do that it won't really help me but hurt me. Lord how long do i carry this load i feel like i want to die.I know their are people going through worst than me but what do i do when my worst feel more than i can bare. I'm your child lord please look down on me i am hurting in need of healing inside. What must i do lord i don't want to beg help me, hear me, feed me lord with your love and wisdom. Life on earth is not easy for some of us where the ones with joy and money enjoy life to the fullest and where those of us that don't, every day we worry about how we gonna eat, what we gonna eat, where we gonna sleep, we worry about our bills,our children and our spouses. Not to say the ones with money don't have worries cause when things go wrong with them they pay someone to take their cares away and forget about it at the spa. I am not mad but my heart is heavy and where is my outlet, where is my spa. God look down on me keep me help me to carry my load. I am your child with a heavy heart in need of pray.

Welcome to my love lounge where i take all your cares away. Well you sit down and i wash your feet and give you fruit to eat.Where i will massage all your cares away from head to toe. In my lounge you relax not worry about things around you and any dreams or desires you request are yours. You see i am what you want me to be, what you have me to be. If you need special attention i will do that too send you into higher world of something you will never feel and when you come down you want to go again. You see i will be here when no one else won't i will not let you down and i can turn you on anytime you need me. In my love lounge i'm yours and only yours.You are king here but becareful handle me with care and i will be around for ever. So for now enjoy and love me right give me everything with all your might. Don't forget to come back to the love lounge full of fansty of all kinds of things to keep you coming for more.

Why do men think when women are going through something the first thing they need is that third eye. Have you been scared into feeling that's what all women want and need. Maybe all she needs is just for you to listen to her and hear what is in her heart.Not everything is solved by your thrid eye. Their are still women out here that just need a friend someone to hold,someone who will truly be their when they need you. You see the third eye complcate things makes it harder to focus on things that you need to focus on. The third eye is for love making not for solving what you think would make things better.Or put a notch on your belt. Real women want men who can stand by them no matter what and we just don't have enough of them left. All the good ones are hard to reach and all the ones that aren't good are ready, willin and able to use their third eye at any moment. Men think twice when and where you want to use your third eye make sure it is for love and not for personal gain. To much is going on in the world today when you can save your eye for what it is for. Try being friends first you can save yourself alot heartache if you did. With Aids and other sexual let downs out here isn't your third eye worth something better in the end.