katrinalee816's Blog

What is it with my addiction to thugs. I meet nice guys all the time I mean really nice men, the type that open doors and pull out chairs I go out on nice dates with then. Talk on the phone, dinner at His place not his mommas and somehow it never fails I end up board to death in about a week. The guy I've been seeing off and on for the past 6 months however, on our first date we went to Gates Restaurant here in KC the entire evening this ghetto n!**@ was bustin heads.4real!!!! So every time he would make a stop I was on the phone with my sister talking about how ghetto and hood he was and how I couldn't wait to get out of his car and back home. That's what I was telling her but somehow that little thug addict that lives inside my paints ended completely infatuated with this man and totally scrambled like eggs. I totally over looked that fact that he had no job probably lived with his baby momma defiantly carried a gun or several for that matter. He smoked bud like cigarettes, did 9 years in prison, and probably doesn't even own a tie. The only appointment he makes on time is the one at the barber shop, Drinks straight Privilege and blasts T.I UGK and Jay-Z 24/7. The sweetest thing he ever did for me was tint the windows on my car lol and he did get me a portable DVD player from one of his costumers. Lol. Why is it that I crave this type of man? Why will I take a man with an eye patch over eyeglasses? Why am I turned on by bullet and Stab wounds? Why did I think I was in love when I saw this nut washin my dishes and smoken a blunt dropping ashes in my d@m* dish water.