Xumluv's Blog

     There is something that we all need to be aware of.  Not just how bad collectively things are.  Even the reasons get boring.  But what is being done in the guise of "fixing" the world is important so here it is.

     There has been a lot of yapping going on about  the politics of the Tea Party.  About foreclosures.  About Beyonce's supposed pregnancy.  Just joking about the last one but there is a movement afoot that seeks the destruction of all people of color.  It is the anti race mixing bill called the original Constitution.  The "document" that is claimed to be now distorted by the election of a black President messing up perception that we are the thugs and slaves of the universe. 

     Let's deal in reality first.  Some say that the policies of our President are setting the country back but I have a news flash for everyone.  We are already at rock bottom!  The rich have already raped the country and are now working against recovery like a child dancing in front of the TV cause they can't watch cartoons all day.    The only way we get lower is to have people shooting in the streets at one another for food and don't think for a second that option isn't being considered by some.  The same reasoning that goes into not sending police into certain areas to allow the residents free reign to kill one another.  The same that keeps the good hospitals out of the neediest areas.  The same that gets a "play" jail put in your neighborhood playground which cannot be painted over without timely replacement when graffitti goes ignored in the same areas for years.  This is reality.  

      We have been indoctrinated into a culture of vultures to be self predatory and thus non dangerous.  Killing one another is acceptable.  But technology and greed sometimes backfires which will get you a Barack Obama named President!  Feel me.  It was never "meant" to be as some say it was.  The internet mucked up the old boys and now they are in desperate straights about the state of the world.  Somewhere Glenn Beck is crying. 

     So now, constitutional amendments which were set up to deal with the changing times are being called "radical" and unlawful in order to create anger amongst the less educated whites who by the way are traditionally the target of white supremacists groups.  

     The Klan once claimed membership in the US of 15% or more of white Americans.  The Tea Party crowds are full of recruiters for white supremacists organizations.  The original constitution said a slave was 3/5ths of a person for governmaent purposes.  If we could repeal all Constitutional amendments than we would be left exactly where?

      Tea Party?  A man in Nevada now wants to run against big government under a Tea Party Banner but they don't want him.  They say he is just messing up the Republicans chance to win Nevada.  But isn't the Tea Party supposed to not represent a party but the people?  The American people tired of the status quo?  And isn't the term "Conservative&q uot; synonomous with status quo?     You know, little change?  But isn't the Tea Party supposed to represent change and challenge to the establishment?  Can't have it both ways.

     So what is going on is this.  President Obama is working on saving homes.  He's working on getting terrorism under control by attacking Al-Qaeda where they live..Afghanistan.  There will be more casualties because that is where the actual danger is.  The oil is in Iraq.  Not the most danger.  So, by pointing out basic things all Presidents do these people are attempting to handcuff the President with transparency.  But so far Obama has done his thing and continued unafraid (after a short pause).  Good show.

      The war was the excuse for Bush being silent for 7 years but now all of the sudden it is urgent to have clarity?  Oh, and Health care will economically be a wash and that is twisted as being irresponsible?  It may help people live and creates jobs in the hated IRS and health care fields so it is bad?  

     What I am saying is that Manson once said that why he killed those people was to "Wake up whitey".  Well these people are pretty close to Manson in philosophy and deed than Reagan.  That was President Obama, remember?  We need a third party in America that is not affilliated with the first to and I applaus Ashajian for running even if it is for publicity and hope he shakes it all up.  That is what a true "Rebel" would want I believe. 

     So before you get rocked to sleep or bored to death watch your head.  Keep voting.   

PEACE,

X

     Positive thoughts..Positive thoughts... What determines positive from negative people? Is it a smile? Money? I may blog angry but I'm actually pretty happy.  Having realized that yesterday and have laughed at so many %#&@$!s today it was incredible and fun!

      My anger is more like...disgust at those who believe they have something on me.  Their foolishness in not doing the homework because they are LAZY!   But if no matter how it gets flipped knowledge will always be power. Smart people don't let "thems" fool you into believing you are better off dumb and "acceptable". You'd have to ask to who you are acceptable and how do you fit into that equation?  Is that what you would find "acceptable"  I'm not into conforming much so the question for me is useless.  But one has to realize the value it could have for some.  Everyday even if applied properly.  

      So I go on working hard and coaching my 13 year olds which is great because talking about affecting people is cool. Bouncing ideas off of people is also good exercise. But nothing beats doing it and putting your hands on. Also, hoping the feds and police which I usually don't welcome(true) can change my opinion of them and get the illegal immigrant gangs off my streets. They(the gangs) don't understand that there are certain lines that can't be crossed. But we are talking about illegal border crossers so maybe I'm the one not seeing clearly!   My bad.

      So the police in the highest paid police county in the country have to put the cosmopolitans down and actually do something more than write tickets and challenge the non criminals to debunk there falsified reports. Wanna see how this works out! LOL. Popcorn? Their new challenges include differentiating between peoples who are "all the same to me's". That means quantifying racial profiling in this case for Hispanics and determining what makes a criminal!   Maybe I'll just move! LOL. I know the difference but the police aren't trained for that!      My guess? We are all alike despite what we do. How you look(intimidating size wise), does matter. Don't fool yourselves. You are what they say you are once you get pulled over or lied upon unless you are one of them. But knowledge is power. Again.

      And as far as dating is concerned my situation is still very complex. My kids are my main focus and being honest I'm not interested in complex right now. So having come full circle and realizing that isn't a bad thing life goes on. Positively. My only words this week are be true to yourself. Tell your kids you love them everyday and be grateful you can see them cause we are all short timers on earth.

PEACE,

X

     There is a reason why they call them ex'es and my changing of my blog is case in point. Now, I feel like Charlie Brown and what not.  Arrrggggh! 

     Today being off from work I helped her junk a car for cash.  On the way out, I asked a simple question.  "Do you think I look younger with hair?" 

     Now I have been approached at least THREE times about myself this week and told I look much younger than 40.  Feeling good I was going to write today how shallow the world is because my HAIR is all they see.  How HAIR makes a difference as per the Hair Club for men.  The numerous replacement treatments...etc!  But WHY did I say this to her!  Her reply?

     "Not anymore, I've noticed it's thinning in spots"

      "ARGGGGGHH" says Charlie Brown!  As I reach for my clippers!  Stay away from the exes...They're mean and unforgiving.  Mostly mean.  But luckily it won't stop the rest of what I planned on writing so here it goes....

     I've come to realize that you cannot as a black man in America, fight City Hall.  They are extremely grimy and have the morals of your everyday male or female ho.  It's all about the money.  I have a case but they are determined to catch me actually breaking the law in hopes of winning in the near future and saying"See, he did it"!  They also have no qualms about paying my publicly funded attorney to come to each hearing on public dimes.  If there was not such a clear cut pattern of COMMON SENSE telling them the case is a  dog I might be okay with this but instead, I just want to sue everyone!  But the fees are not tied to health care or the made up War on Terror which in actuality was over funded to help a former President pay his boys off like entourage.  Its worth it to stop dudes with common sense.  We might let you know something important.

     God works in mysterious ways too.  A somewhat drunk man on a train platform told me some things that were surprisingly coherent yesterday about those who tell truth.  Basically reiterating what I know, I'm phucked.  Can't win.  Will end up either taken down or taken out.  So I could either start lying or start preparing to increase my volume.  Which one do you think I'll choose?  LMAO!

     I was first called a millitant at 14 by a friend's inebriated parents who knew millitants and dug my style.  My views on the government are they don't care about your family and your better off not having them in your life.  It took years to get the hair hater on that page but she sees and now our kids are flourishing.  And if you believe that people are inherently good than you have not met most people either!  LOL.  Healthcare is about people living and people care about money they do not have and will never have more than lives so what does that say about people?  I think it says they suck.  You know who you are.  

     So what we have learned today?  Don't ask the ex about your hair, they are haters.  Don't trust lawyers cause they are loyal to cash only.  And don't sleep on one man's ability to beat the system to the punch.  They didn't learn the first time cause all they did was change the process like I find a loophole but the whole system is a loophole!  It is about where you hit em..The pocket...That gets the attention.

Question authority.   &n bsp;  

PEACE,

X

     Why  does negative outweigh positive when it comes to people?  Because people love to be miserable and more than they love to be happy.  Less room to fall down and go splat.  But I got something good to say about America's punching bag...President Obama.

     See in my hood we have a growing gang problem and the feds are in my streets NOW!  This may decrease my street cred...rooting for the man and all to stop the nonsense.  But that is the way a society is supposed to work.  The government stepping up to help the people that pays the tab.  Not in another corner of the world.  In this corner.  I can only smack so many people with my own hands so thanks for the help. 

     So as a gift I want to point out the hypocrisy of those who are down on Bam.  The ones who say the supposeddebt of a health plan designed to reduce debt already being paid is something other than Democratic even if it is altruistic.  That means good because it saves lives which is never mentioned.

    But of course, we can go shoot up the Middle East on my same dollar and never mention the cost of being in the desser with thousands of troops.  Which by the way cannot be removed without putting our lives in jeopardy due to the amount of terrorist the former Bush administration built in the region with Black ops and false advertising disguised as Patriotism!  But that was Bush so its OK!  That is what killed your kids futures brainiacs.  The middle finger goes up.....

     And because the new AG..Eric Holder who by the way also wears my outfit(wink).  Tells the TRUTH that Bin Laden will probably die before being captured it is twisted into another rolling turd down a hill.  I've heard Republicans say this before!  It is not a unique belief that this or  any fanatic would go down in flames before facing up to the acts of cowardice that put them in the crosshairs of a sniper.  Some of these clowns have watch either too much or not enough episodes of 24.  And sidebar..Jack Bauer will kill you. 

     People politics is a web and a plan by design.  Governing sometimes gets in the way.  These fools plans to get more money from lobbies for elections and post-office 6 figure positions.  They don't care about health care or people!  They care about money!  Their money!  How is it that EVERY Republican House and Senate will vote no for health care?

       Is ther not 1 for whom in their particular district this would benefit the constituents? 

       And more importantly..do you believe they even looked into it?  It defies LOGIC that  in different places the plan would not benefit a particular region.  They are not interested in that.  They just want to get power.  Another finger goes up...

     I see a lot of disrespect going on in Congress.  In media.  But as a non practicing financial professional I also see a steady uptick in the economy which will probably kick in so that others see around 3 1/2 years from now.  Some positive is happening now.  But we are talking job creation.  Not just back to work!.

  It is amazing that I am still single cause damnit..I'm sticking with President Obama like Elin Woods.  Because if one guy puts me in a hole and spits on me while I'm down there.  Why would I believe he has changed so quickly?  Nothing changes when money is involved.  Believe that!

     And speaking of this years soon to be Masters champion Tiger Tiger Tiger Woods y'all.  Anyone ever stop to think that maybe she just loves him and him her?  Could be Strangelove but eh...I was Irish yesterday!  

PEACE,

X 

     Hope the weather is better where you are.  Or maybe not cause I'd be a hatin than!  I can do that too but today I want to get into what this hate thing does for folks.  Nothing.

     My favorite poem as a youngin was "Mother To Son" by Langston Hughes because of what it told.  Life is not an easy path and you better get your thug on in it if you expect to stay alive.  Not succeed.  Survive.  This iconic piece is a part of the African American legacy of warning the younger generation about what is in store for them once they leave the house. 

     In my town there has been an uptick in gang violence.  A 17 yr old was shot according to rumor because at 10 years old he testified against a gang member in his own fathers killing.  Now he is in critical condition for his act of bravery.  But no one gets the National media to cover this because its just another minority shooting. 

     One of my friends has a similar story in which he testified against robbers when he was 10.  They broke into his home and threatened his life.  I remembered when watching the story on TV that this could be my close friend under different circumstance.  Of course, no one has come forward to break the silence but I wonder what "Good" these people do for others to expect such loyalty from us?  Do they encourage others to do well in school so that they can come back and make the neighborhood better?  Is the money garnered through illegal activities going towards helping the kids at all?  Not just a tournament or BBQ.  But real assistance.  Don't bother answering.  This is not Chicago in the 70's. 

     A few weeks back another gang of latin descent killed a 15 year old boy.  The second in a 10 day period.  My feeling is that now after living in the US for years illegally and not paying taxes.  Not being held accountable for crimes committed.  Recieving taxpayer dollars for shelters and safe work havens that they owe citizens and legal residents who do for them.  Who allow them to be a MAJOR reason for the economy's downturn by taking jobs and using the "hard-working peoples" line of reasoning for everything.  They need to start snitching or start packing.

     Allowing a illegal population to flourish while the legal population suffers is the definition of madness!  Or greed.  Either way it isn't right and if I were in government I'd be shutting down every hall which allows these people an opportunitty to make a living until this gang nonsense stops.  Until the culprits who live in the shadows have been illuminated and properly dealt with.  Not deported..Incarcerated.  Today's deportation is tomorrow's new arrival.  And the sentences would be HARSHER than for a citizen because you are here on a pass.  Period.  And until I had them I'd make every person of that particular group a target since these gangs are built upon racial unity by country.  Yes, you may work hard but you also are killing our citizens.  Generations have built this country up.  You cannot "earn" someting by going to work and helping yourself do better.  That is self serving and honestly we owe these people nothing.  Especially the right to ignore the laws of the land.    

     Gangs will never stop.  They just change names and interests.  But there must be accountability and barriers.  The most base of our nature cannot be allowed to flourish.  The police though are just as scared as the little old lady sitting in the window.  They don't prosecute or pursue hardened criminals and gangs cause they're scared.  But my county on LI has the highest paid suburban force in the country and I really wonder why .  They are too scared to even approach these people!  Crime is never a surprise.  It is always known.  But doing something about it....

        X is a realist.  Crime is not just a part of the culture..It's a part of the economy.  This is not about some unrealistic or phony campaign against what others do or how they live their lives.  But I believe stop snitching should be handled on a case by case basis.  Killing a child, unnaceptable.  Hit em in the pocket and make them behave.  I'm not interested in fighting Latin America's turf wars in the US.  And I still believe that gangs serve no purpose for the members other than allowing most to walk down the street in their own neighborhoods and feeding a few at the top of the pyramid.  Maybe I'm wrong...

     But I am also sad to see kids die for nothing who could have one day been somebody...

PEACE,

X

   DISCLAIMER:& nbsp; The following contains no nudity or very little cursing but does have some adult references..Like modern cartoons. 

     It is nice outside today and here I am.  Indoors.  Probably in hiding from what is to definitely been a productive and interesting change of events.  For this we remember "God does not always give you what you want.  He gives you what you need".  And so it goes..

     Being told that sometimes in my rush to be so damn perfect(Virgo trait), I could miss things completely I did things outside my normal box last week.  Having only 1 back up plan for me is like Tiger having one woman at a time..an adjustment that could cause panic.  But letting it rock and things working out means I may be onto something.  Or maybe not.   Think I'll just do what I know on second thought but the freedom of the idea was pretty good.  Temporarily. 

     One thing I do know is I'd probably hate to have my livelyhood tied up into people always liking me.  Like polit ician or male giggilo.  I change political views based upon what makes sense which is called flip flopping in politics.  And just wearing the wrong thong in giggiloing(new term), could cost a few bucks too I'd imagine.  Or not bathing.  Or over cologning.  I digress. 

     But if I ever cheated  on my wife(in Never Never land)..and lost millions and people expected to be able to look down on me because they know I did(like they don't), and lost money?  I'd probably become an angry black man.  Or more angry I guess.  Than I'd win tournaments, go home and count my no matter how you feel about it fortune is still gonna grow and hire Private eyes to take pictures of all the worst fronters!  Cheaper than making quiet booty payments and much more vindictive.  :)  That's the Book of John yo!   

     If I was President and had to be nice to people(congressman) who pretend to "represent" their constituents best interests and yet did everything in their power to disrupt their constituents lives in order to say it was all my fault?  I'd have some guy like Jack Bauer going from Congressional home to congressional home extracting confessions of guilt.  I may be impeached but the "way we do buisness" would never be the same!   Cause if you don't recognize the lies I can point out the basic ones..

     Democrats spend, Republicans don't.  But Reagan, imbalanced budget deficit(Repub).  Bush unbalanced deficit(Repub).  Clinton BALANCED surplus(Democrat). Bush 2 spent surplus, created biggest deficit ever(Republican)..Obama has no say in what it will look like in 8 years cause it is so big thanks to Republican spending it may never see even again. 

     But people Vote Republican for fiscal responsibility?  But who am I to judge..I get Playboy for the articles.  And the cartoons but that is non essential. 

     So why its okay to be in debt for Conservative values and blasphemy to save a life that is not an unborn child or foreign national on TV who soon will be pushing a Benz and foreclosing on your US factory in 20 years being mad at recieving 2 cents on the dollar for your donation some organization siphoned off for a fund raising shindig to feed the pompous.  Whew!  Try saying that out loud!  

      Meanwhile, Tae Bo grows up, gets a manufacturing job and in 40 years buys 50 homes in what used to be Detroit than they will understand.  So what do we do?  

     Boycott companies that close US plants and manufacture elsewhere which won't happen because Americans two dirtiest cuss words are "Do Without".  Boycotts won't work because change is only effective if the people are willing to SACRIFICE.  Being white and voting for Obama does not count.  Even if you can't talk to your friends about how you voted which cuts out a whole topic of conversation which is in effect a sacrifice.  And my brothers and sisters...no comment.  

     So as I begin my quest for the next Mrs X and practice all types of dating flexibilities.  Age, race, size, and  some which cannot be printed anywhere but my Playboy.   I'll remind you of how spin makes you dizzy and confused which is why it is called..spin!  

SMILE!

PEACE,

X