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I wanna a real woman who keeps me on her mind like all the time who know how to keep it real who can love me like a thrill with that grown woman swagger worth a mil who is very independent and so trill someone who says she love me everyday someone who is sexy and beautiful in her special way yeah that Proverbs 31 woman who know how to get her a real man NOW GOD CAN BLESS ME WITH A REAL WOMAN FROM THE MIND AND SOUL OF DAMON DARRELL DUKESi

I'M YOUNG AND OUT SCHOOL YOU KNOW I'M NOT A FOOL DERRITY YOU KNOW I'M TOO COOL TO BREAK ALL THE RULES YA KNOW ITS SO TRUE LIKE GRASS WITH NO ROOTS LIKE HAVIN A BREAKTHROUGH LIKE BABY I'M DIGGIN YOU LIKE AN EPIPHANY LIKE LOVE WITH NO ENVY LIKE GOD'S BLESSINGS I'M DOIN MY THING I'M SINGLE WITH NO RING AND JESUS IS MY KING MY RHYMES ARE SO HARD LIKE A O-LINE WITH NO GUARD LIKE CAMEO SINGIN SHES STRANGE LIKE OBAMA WANTING CHANGE LIKE A LIGHT WITH NO SIGNAL LIKE LANE THE POWER OF POTENTIAL LIKE I'M SHOWIN MY REAL ROOTS 'CAUSE I'M YOUNG AND OLD SCHOOL FROM THE MIND AND SOUL OF DAMON DARRELL DUKES

I LOVE YOU I WANT YOU I WANT TO SPEND MY LIFE WITH YOU BABY CAN'T YOU SEE YOU AND ME ARE MEANT TO BE I THINK OF YOU LIKE AN EPIPHANY LIKE RALPH TRESVANT SAID" YOU NEED A MAN WITH SENSTIVITY" I IMAGINE MYSELF SOMEDAY ASKIN YOU TO MARRY ME AS LONG YOU CAN LOVE ME FOR ME WE CAN LAST FOR AN ETERNITY FROM DA MIND,HEART AND SOUL OF DAMON DUKES

10:25 AM - LIFE OF A STRONG BLACK MAN (one of my poems from poetry.com) Current mood: calm Category: have a lot on my mind Life Life of a strong black man is tough and so painful It's a tough thing to lose or to gain Being fatherless for nearly 17 years is a very tough thing And now I'm almost a man it is better for me to move on My love life is terrible I can't find no one in my life It seems funny for an 20 year old like me don't have many friends Well,I just have to get used to it because it's the tough life of a strong black man. from the mind of Damon Darrell Dukes

I'm that type of man that can ease ya pain I'm that type of man who can love u all over again I'm that type of man that can do better than yo man I'm that type of man who you can understand I'm that type of man who can be true I'm that type of man who can give all my love to you I'm that type of man who make your dream come true As long as you can understand I can your type of man.. FROM THE MIND OF DAMON DARRELL DUKES

21 years and I'm still on top of my game don't hate on me because you still a lame Can't believe I made it this far because of the hell I've been through I am still the same old me yea thats true Don't try to change me because you ain't Barrack Obama the only people who can change me is God and my mama Yea I'm single and still looking these females must don't know what Big Daddy is cookin You don't have to like me cuz I ain't got no swag thats just because you a lame and I got class I'm like Big Daddy Kane I get the job done thats why I'm well-educated and got y'all dummies lookin dumb To some of these females quit playin "hard to get" its gettin old and y'all know y'all will regret it I'm was from the hood and still well-educated and a real family man so now I'm dedicated I'm a legend in my own way I'm Damon Darrell Dukes and I'm here to stay from the mind and writings of DAMON DARRELL DUKES

7:27 PM - Confessions of a Strong Black Man:what’s on my mind Current mood: In Deep Thought Since several people always wants to know whats really on my mind WELL, here it is 1.WHEN PEOPLE LEARN TO ACCEPT ME FOR WHO I AM??? 2.CAN GOD DEAL WITH ME AND MY STRUGGLES I HAVE BEEN THROUGH SINCE I WAS LITTLE?? 3.WONDERING WHY PEOPLE LIKE TO TEST ME?? 4.WHEN I WILL FIND THAT SPECIAL WOMAN 5.DID I REALLY HAVE REAL FRIENDS OR THAT WAS JUST A BLUR 6.CAN MY MOTHER AND MY TWO BROTHERS MAKE IT 7.WHY DOES ME AND MY FAMILY ALWAYS STRUGGLE 8.WHEN MY FATHER EVER SEE ME AGAIN (OR DOES HE EVEN CARE ABOUT ME??) 9. WILL I ACCOMPLISH MY DREAMS 10.CAN I BE HAPPY AGAIN?? 11. I RATHER HAVE A FEW FRIENDS THAN DEALING WITH FAKE ONES GOD, IF YOU CAN UNDERSTAND THESE THOUGHTS,PLEASE HELP ME,I DON'T LIKE TO FEEL THAT I AM A HAVING A HARD TIME.....IN JESUS NAME I PRAY AMEN!! FROM THE CONFESSIONS OF DAMON DARRELL DUKES

As I look over my life I could see what I have been through... I was born in one of the crime-ridden cities in state of Illinois (East St. Louis). The last time I have my Dad was in 1991, My grandmother died in 1992.I nearly lost my life in a taxi accident in 1992.Me and my mama have through some hell since 1993 that was also when I met my stepfather and I thought things we're just fine....YEA RIGHT....My mother and stepfather had arguments and all I could do back then is just cry because I never seen this happen before but problems kept rising between both of them that years later they just broke apart....My uncle is somewhere in Dallas and my cousin is in jail..I felt like my uncle was the only father figure in my life because besides my mama, he has done so much for me and really got me spoiled when I was little and now that I haven't seem him in some years its been tough for me....Me and my cousin have been like a Lil brother to me. Even though he used to get on my nerves, I still got nothin but love for him....now without him kicking it with me sometimes I just want to cry...My mother, who been by my side for almost 21 years have supported me through thick and thin.She is such a strong black woman who made me the man I am today and I will do anything for her...My little brothers who are like sons to me who I love them so much..Yea they get on my nerves but I still love them so much...Every time I think about them, I just want to smile and cry at the same time.I have came along way of where I came from and some people have helped me through this tough but great journey. I am now a man and still paying the price of the struggles I've been through.I am proud of Felicia Harris( my mother) whom have kept my head up through hard times and I know she is proud of me of being her solder for so many years.

from the mind of

Damon Darrell Dukes