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keep on walking, walking along your path

out of the corner of your eyes, your eyes see me, me walking

me walking on my way, my path, singing my song

until you overheard, and my song became yours

and you began to sing along, sing along while walking

walking along your path, keep on walking

you walking along singing my song, my song lingers on

in your mind you think, you think about me, about me

you ask, "Who is she to me?" That answer you seek

seeking half a lifetime for what you felt in a moment

a moment while walking, just passing by, passing by me

me walking on your path, on your path, I keep on walking

now walking slowly, walking slowly, you now hesitating

now debating to turn, to turn around and say, you turn

to say something, but what? Anything

to stop me from going on, my way, my path, crossing yours

my presence mixing with your essence, your essence that lives

lives and moves, breathe you breathe deeply, while turning

turning around you call, call to me

i stop to hear, to hear you calling

calling me to you, you in my way, on my path, we

we know and feel the difference but are oblivious to the outcome, we

we feel each other's desires, feel the emotions, we feel

feel open to love, to love's temptations, to love's exchanges

exchanging energies, energies from celestial beings, us beings

beings drawn into a circle of life, life together charted and mapped like the zodiac, drawn

to each other, like harmonious colors, like art you see

you see deeper into me, the intimacy you crave, backing away

afraid of what you may say, may say, feel or think, thinking to turn

turning again to keep walking, walking on your path, you keep walking

and you wonder while walking, walking along you realize

realize you failed to completely visualize, visualize from all directions

how gently I hit you, hit your senses hard with my affections, in my own way

which brings me to your opening statement, in my own way, I am open

i opened the doors; the doors marked "Entrance," entry to parts and paths in me

paths in me you are walking, walking unknowingly, tread softly but keep on walking

walking in this position, this position you say I'm in

i'm in a position to receive what is encountered, taken and given

taken and given willingly, Are you sure that's called vulnerability? Or my way

my way, my ability of stabilizing, explosive elements in you

in me and I in you, I make it do what it do, your mind and body having no clue

no clue, no direction in which you are walking, remember crossed paths? But keep on walking

walking on your path, walking the long way, you say

you say you're in too deep, deep down doubt abounds, and I

i say Why do you take, take the long walk around, around the hard way? wouldn't you

wouldn't you say it's easier to take my path, which may be your path, unafraid you come my way

Serenity's Realities 2006 Serenity

What I Thought...

Someone told me about love today And though I thought I knew

I listened to what was said anyway And though I thought I knew

I began to give it some thought Of all the experiences Ive gone through

I realized my attention had been caught what about love I actually knew?

I thought that love was easy Because love is given freely

And found that hearts are broken And the pieces collected like tokens

Ive been told never fall in love if you can

Theres no one on this earth you can trust

Ive been told its the pain that you wont be able to stand

Theres no one on this earth you can trust

Why is it that you are scarred for life?

And the wounds never seem to heal?

And though you try to put it back together just right

The hurt from the heart you continuously feel

I thought that love was easy Because love is given freely

And found that hearts are broken And the pieces collected like tokens

And all because of what others have done

It doesn't matter how long its been

You either refuse to be touched or can't reach someone

It doesn't matter how it happened or when

I noticed the vicious cycle is all the same

And how no one seems to recognize

The cycle of inflicting that same pain ...and how no one realizes

I thought when you love it's when life begins

But sometimes you must learn to love all over again

At times it seems hard and your heart can't be repaired

But don't block love because of emotional fears

Somebody talked to me about love tonight

And I thought I've heard all I want to hear

I tried to gather my thoughts with all my might

And I thought I've heard all I want to hear

I was told that sometimes you must shed some tears

Sometimes it's the only way you let go

I was told that the pain flows away with the tears

Sometimes it's the only way you let go

I thought when you love it's when life begins

But sometimes you must learn to love all over again

At times it seems hard and your heart cant' be repaired

But don't stop love only because of some emotional fears

Serenity's Realities c.2006

I Can't Believe

I can't believe that I thought you were the one

I tricked myself into believing, not seeing, that you are just like all the rest

The way you kept saying that you were the best man that has come my way

The way you said that I'd never find another in a lifetime and a day

Like you knew that things would not go right

Like everything went away overnight

I simply just can't believe

I can't believe that you would lead me on the way you did

All those meaningless words that you wrote and said

But I refuse and simply won't do any begging and pleading

For sympathy from anybody, not even from you

When things didn't go the way you wanted them to

I should've known that what you were saying was far from true

And now I feel cheap and used like dirt

And you make out to be the flirt,

leaving me the one hurt

I just can't believe

I must thank you for letting me down now

But I'll get over you some way, some day, some how

Why would you ask me about how I felt?

When all along you really couldn't have given a ****!

And now you say you don't want the relationship anymore

And you ask me to come see you, to talk

About what? And for what?

I've been your special kind of fool too long

About you I was wrong and now I'm the one alone

I just can't believe

I needed my space and I know that was my choice

It even hurts me to hear your voice

The more you repeated certain things

The more you helped me to grow wings

And if it helps your pride to know that I cried

Then also know that I feel it's time For me to finally say goodbye

Copywright: Hostility & Tranquility 2006 Serenity