Adrenaline-Rush's Blog

Woke up this Morning

fighting the man in the mirror

praying for forgiveness

Lord help me see clearer

..Confessing my sinful acts

Down on my knees

..The Devil got my finger on the trigger

Making my enemies bleed

...But will I succeed

maybe that's the Devil talking to me

Confined in my mind

with nightmares

of people trying to kill me

Like Freddy Kruger, Jason, and Michael Myers

type of feeling

my words are the bullet

& I'm doing the killing

Maybe I'm a having a 6 sense

 seeing dead people walk

You'll propably think I'm crazy

if I told you my thoughts

..Stressed,Agony, & Pain

I don't need your help

That's why I trust in God, myself

and nobody else

So watch what you say

& watch what you do

choose your destiny wisely

before it chooses you

..IF you die today

do you know where you'll go

Burning in the depths of Hell

or in Heaven

where the streets are gold...

~Breathe~

2009

Lost & confused

about what was?

& what should of been

all I'm left with are questions

with no answers solved

thinking that I was on to something

..but in the end

it was nothing..

On the outside looking in

 you could tell the hurting shows

Growing pains

but pain grows..

we both said things

we shouldn't have said out of anger

it takes to much energy

 to point the finger

that's why I killed you with kindness

eventhough my heart aches

You never apologize

because real men & women

admit to their mistakes...

When I tried my hardest

to ease the hurt

You left me

when times were the worst..

never compromised

but so quick to split

it's to easy to say " I Quit "

Arguments lead to I hate you...

..& I hate you leads to a F uck you...

it's hurts when you're piss

to even say I Love You...

You may think you found better...

& living this fantasy

don't worry about me

Just hope the next man

doesn't do you... ..like you did me.

~Breathe~

2009