BigRed10035 lounge - Jun 01 add/view comments (0)

Some say beauty is a curse...Why? Do we define love & happy by what make our eye happy. Why is it so hard 2 find one good man 4 me... Like he was made just for me & only me?!! Maybe I'm 2 honest or I show 2 much (how do U hide your curves when u are a big girl??l) Or maybe I don't talk enough or maybe I don't nag enough or I care 2 hard... I want to find happiness... How come woman needs love & men some time want love it?? What is the 80/20 deal?? If a man/woman knows they have... (continue reading)

I think about you a lot still. Even thought I know I should be over you by now. My heart still arch for you sometime, it feels like every Love songs on the radio is talking about you or us!! Then I start to think about all our happy moment and then I start to cry. I try to be strong and not let all the pain and hurt I have in my heart. Sometime it is so damn hard. Sometime my heart and mind are not on the same level. I know its better this way he can't keep treating me this way and having me... (continue reading)

Why do we alway want the persons that's not right for us. Sometime if we know there not right. Then why do we deal with or even stand for it that matter. When there are so, many other people out here to meet. I guess the ol d saying goes "WE ALWAYS WANT WHAT NOT GOOD FOR US." When do we start wanting the person that right for us.Is it challenge that we Love. If we think that we can change that other person. Into what we want, then do we really want them??