yours4eva

GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO,,,,,,,LAKERS,,,,LOL,LOL............. I SILL LOVE MY LAKERS,,,,,,NEXT YEAR IT'S ON. ..

hello black planet, well here's a little about me...... I'm originally from California,However grew up most my childhood in a small town in Illinois about 30 minutes east of St.Louis, Mo. (so yes I'm a country girl all the way, and proud of it) Happy to say I don't smoke,I drink socially, I don't go out much at all, but when I do, I want to play hard and have a great time. I now reside in Florida (came to Florida my senior year of high school) and I am a (for a 2 years now) single mother of two.(15 &10) I was in a 15 yr relationship(my very young sweet heart),,,he was a cheater that regrets every bit now....to late...heck I waited long enough for him to get it together, why?? I don't really know. I guess while I was waiting for him to get right I was actually allowing him to do what he was doing,,,why should he change when I kept accepting it over and over again,,,,like he told me, "I was like this when you met me." and guess what, he is is absolutely right, so who's the dummy,,,ME,,,LOL it far from funny but I refuse to be bitter especially when the truth is the truth,,,,HOWEVER LADIES!! A word of advise, when a man shows you who the are.... LISTEN!! dont think he will change or you can change him or hes just young or whatever excuse your giving him,,,,just listen, because it is what it is. It doesn't matter how pretty you are or how smart you think you are,,if he is showing you who he is...LISTEN or 15 years may sneak up to you in a cruel reality. This is your life,,LIFE!! dont let anyone play with it,,,,and good men out there should take these words to heart as well because thier are some scandalous woman out there also...However..Fellows (the ones out there showing your azz), don't let it be you, love your girl now or she WILL leave one day and when a woman is fed up....believe me, IT'S OVER. Nowadays i'm about life and enjoying it to the fullest, I have been going to school now for the past 4 years and I should finally graduate this fall (2008) and I am so glad it is almost over, yahoooooooooo!!!! Who would ever think I would be in college and making over a 3.50 GPA,,HAHAHA,,,,Let me tell you............I WOULDN'T,,SMILE...but I am and my hard work will hopefully pay off.. I started going back to school for only self enrichment to accomplish( God is good, cause now I need it) more in my life than just being a stay at home mom. Don't get me wrong I love being a mom, my kids are the best and raising them is a big accomplishment within itself, however as I got older I craved knowledge & more for MYSELF.....I wanted to know as much information as possible,,,, I found myself interested in things that never interest me before. So, to test the waters I started with one class, and well, it was history from then on. Currently, while finishing school I work two part time jobs....A substitute teacher, and at the hospital (my minor is health administration) So for all of you out there hesitating,,,DON"T! you can do it, you really can. I wasn't a A or even B student in High School, I graduating knowing I would never go to college, because I felt I wasn't smart enough. However, there is a big difference when HAVE to do something and when you WANT to do something....BIG THINGS HAPPEN....People always talk about 4 years (or 6 and more) is to long, but let me ask you this? isn't four years going to pass any way? so why not?? why not get something out of it??? Just something to think about. I liked the sub teaching job alot, especially the really small ones (K-3) Middle school is nice in it's own way as well, however their hormones are going CRAZY,,,,I love the gym, my garden, basketball... GO LAKERS!! I Also love motor cycles,,, ex rider that wiil be back soon. I have a doberman pincher that I love to death, we take longgggg nice walks everywhere. There is a big open field with a lake not far from my house that I take her to so she can run and and enjoy her freedom.............I run with her, but she usually gets real close to my feet and the next thing I know..... i'm eating dirt,,,,HAHAHA,,,,but really llook at the picture of me in the shorts, look at my left knee,,,,,,do you see the brown mark, LOL,,,,,,,, well there is little bit about me however there is so much more, if you want to know something just ask and i'll try to respond. ..........WORDS TO LIVE BY,,,,, DON'T SETTLE FOR THE ONE YOUR WITH................BE WITH THE ONE YOU CANT'S LIVE WITHOUT............ (that's what I want) MUCH LUV .....................................P.S. SIGN MY GUEST BOOK AND SHOW LUV OH,,,By the way i'm 5'8" since people ask me that alot. Sorry, I think I just wrote a novel...LOL